My lawn is dead with clumps of growth anyway and cleaning the van before vacation seems silly after all. I want to be able to do nothing and enjoy it rather than feeling like I’m wasting time doing nothing.
Other than work right now I didn’t have anything I had to do today. Knowing this I thought it might be a good day to get outside for some lawn mowing and bush trimming followed by a good vehicle cleaning. Waking up though I sat around and procrastinated the whole day thinking about what I should do rather than how nice it was doing nothing. I think my therapist told me it’s good to put off some things in an attempt to be comfortable with not doing them. Being at work and doing nothing somehow seems alright though which is probably due to the fact that I’m getting paid so it’s not a total wash.